January 2012
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I am really hurt
I just don’t understand why everything has to stack up against me. Why does fate hate me so much, when I don’t do anything to harm it? I wish that God could see how really hurt I am, and stop all of the pain. I wish I could be free. I just want to be free. 
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Hi Diary
Hello Diary, It’s me again. Not much is new with me. I am just… chilling. I set up an appointment to see a counselor on January 3rd. I am suppose to be talking about my problems and life stuff. I just thought I should. Well, Josh thought I should. And perhaps he is right. I don’t know. I may cancel, but at least I made an appointment, right? Admitting having a problem is the...
Dec 30th
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Dec 28th
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Create the Creation (12.22.11, 5:51pm)
Let us write Let us go. Let us create the creation, And let it flow. We can change, Oh, change the world. Just let us write, And share the mysteries we know. Let us dream. Dream once more. And tell the world, What it was for. Let us be, More than this. Let us hope, love, And never cease to wish.   Let us write. Let us go. Let us create the creation, And let it flow.  
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Meant for You (12.18.11, 1:54am)
I haven’t smiled in days. I have forgotten what it feels like to laugh. Oh, this life is a life, to much to bare. And this heart, it breaks to much to care. But I try to remain strong, Yet I am failing all year long. To remain sane, To refuse to blame. I haven’t laughed in years. I’ve only lived in tears. But If given the choice. I would choose to live through all this sorrow,...
Dec 24th
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So I really should be making some new edits, but I just stumbled across a wonderful website that has all of the Dexter and True Blood episodes… So, Ill probably be busy for the next couple of hours- at least.  More Diary Soon,  Shawntae 
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Dec 23rd
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Dear Diary...
Hi Diary,  So We have now started to tell customers that our store is closing. It’s hard for them to hear, but It’s harder for me to say. I have so many regular customers whom I love so much. I mean, saying goodbyes are hard, but saying multiple goodbyes, is that much harder. Not only will I probably not see most of my customers again, but my coworkers- my friends. It is so hard to...
Dec 23rd
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